ACT DO I HV FRN??

my i knw whr all my frn had gone????o i nvr have frn o m i so being hated by ppl?
dis few day i was soo moody i try 2 nt fidn any1...bt den???my ph nvr rang nvr have sum msg frm any 1..
im so dissapointed i knw im a useless ppl...i kant gv ppl any benefit...bt is dat my life????my mum born me out is 4 gvng my frn o ppl BENEFIT....???
oh plsss im nt da benefitter dat i have 2 gv benefit 2 those ppl..
my mum born me out is 4er i havng a life...hvng my own frn....hvng my social n bla bla bla..
bt den???ppl jz take me s their banafitter...whn i dun have wt thy nid wt thy wn o whn i kant gv any benefit 2 ppl....n whn i din fnd dem,,,,
thy will nt evr find me...xcpt 1 of my same age frn...
dis few day i was superb damn moody...is thr any1 knw it????is thr any1 here 2 comfort me???
no!!!
no1 evr knw n no 1 evr cum n do it...
wt thy knw???thy jz knw dat i kant gve dem any benefit anymre n thy wont fnd me n jz let me die...wth moody...oh if lidat im gonna gttng crzy

now me n my kor relationship n da way we communicate bcum wrst day by day...all JZ bcz of my damn shit moody mood if nt im chttng wth him dy
bt my moody made me nt dare 2 chat wth him cz i afrd i will scld him xcdntly

BT
THX GOD DAT 2 DAY I HVE CHAT WTH MY LONG ITME DIN CONTACT DY DE GUAI ZAI DATS ALAN N ALSO MY LUII JUN
2day whn i fnd DEM 2 chat thy was jkng wth me n the way n the mood thy chattng wth me gttng alot better den last time whn i find dem chat
WHN I SAW THEIR MOOD SO GUD XPECIALLY MY ZAII...
FRM DA TIME I STOP CNTCT WTH DEM N I CNTINUE FND HER 4ER SUMTIME...2DAY DA 1ST TIME I C HER MOOD SO GUD...
whn i c her mood is gttng bttr den last time nt s moody s stress like last time i was so heppi...
N OSO WAWA DATS MYGUD FRN FRM WHN I WAS STILL VRY SMALL TILL NW...HAHA
SHE OSO CHAT N JKE N OSO HEAR MY XIN SHI...SHE WAS ALSO DA TYPE OF PLYFL PPL LA

MY MOOD WILL GT BTTR BY 2 DAY ALL WANA THX MY ZAII,LUI N my GUD FRN WAWA OH...
THX U GUYS...BT DEN I HOPE DIS SITUATION CAN B KEEP ON TILL 4EVR
K LA OFF BY HERE....IT1S VRY LTE DY
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