GONNA HV 2 SAY BYE BYE to 3 YEARS GEH HIM

many thngs dat nt kira is gud had happen in dis few day
jz cz of little wrng...
little angryness
little dissapoinment dat he gave me....
i had lose my 3 years kor
haizzz...
y kant i found a kor dat rili gud rili nice dat will honest 2 me...???
i have less fren n less communication wth ppl
just like lots of ppl gt lots of their fren 2 communicte to
n my life is still surrounded wth silence n lonelyness..
evrytme whn i saw my frn have a vry vry nice n gud relation wth their kor ahh...frn ah....o hu else i will vry 'hap chou'..

last time i tght afta i gt dis kor i can have more frn i will have a kor dat will k me will treat me gud will sek me jz like his own mui...
bt he didnt...
i knw he`s gud 2 me oso but i still dun tink dat he gt da 'tiao jian' dat i wan
n now.... sumthng dat is unhappy had happen i jz angry ignore him n i will have 2 say bye bye 2 him..
2day hes da 1 hu say bye bye 3 year geh mui 2me 1st hes nt my kor anymore
i tink dis tme my life will mre silence dy
its so hard 2 find a frn dat rili gud rili nice...rili honest...rili kao dak ju....
its so hard 2 fnd lots of fren dat cn alwys bsid me always pui me always hlp dou me
its so hard 2 being a human being...
evry day hvng meaningless life lidat i wish i could leave dis world by NOW