BEKKK....

pheww...its alrdy been alng tme snce i bek here frm NS
frm the time i knew i hv 2 go 2 NS dy i hv alrdy stopped my blog..dat time i gt no time no mood 2 tink wats im gonna 2 wrte in my blog....
i have 2 arrnge bek my mood 4 goin 2 NS bt den i have came bek here afta 2 week i went 2 NS ....i said 2 myslf dat i wnt bloggng anymre...bt den whn i ws in NS i kant do it...insid there kant bloggng bt still gt diari 2 wrte ^^ i have wrte sum diaries a few day whn i was there
afta i have fnsh resting...IM NOW BEK 2 MY BLOG N I WILL STRT BLOGGING BEK
i knw my blog dosent have anyting dats interstd dosent nice n nt attrcted...
BT...
the reason dat i strt blogging is jz 4 release wats insid my mind...wats hppn 2 me...n oso realese my mood here i wnt k eithr my blog is nce o nt...i will jz k wat i wrte here n now im bek 2 my blog

my NS frn gave me lot of nce memory till i kant blog myslf 2 wrte it down wats hppn evrydy
bt my NS blog is jz gt few of it cz da tme thr wasnt enuf 4 me

on 9th of APRIL 2010 11.12pm

[i wrte dis by usng my own torchlight afta our doms light has been turn off cz its da time 2 slp]

anther 2 more day i`m gonna leave here
i have 2 leave here....leave all my frn here...memry here...n ect ect
N also him.....[BEAR] i will miss dem so so mch

HMMM......2nte i flt emo i flt dat i was so useless.
i knt gt mre frn here xcpt my dom`s frn n my clss group frn.all my dom`s frn like xiao yu,shun shun,pei xuan xie en also gt their lot of new frn here.bt me.....im nt barve 2mke any frn if thy din come talk 2 me 1st..cz i still duno their real charcter n i afrsid if i hd say wrng any dat will mde dem ngry n hate me
dis few day mt eye gt da sunburn n it bcum mre pain day by day...i kant tahan the pain anymre..once i gt undr the sun,my eye wil damn pain..at last i gt mc 4 2day...i tin da dctr kant gt my meaning whn i say under my eye was pain n he gave me a small bttle of eye drop =-='''' duh on dat day shun shun oso gt da mc
ystday was xiao yu n xia en mc n we jking dat huh 2day they two gt mc 2mr is our turn 2 tke da mc...who know we jz talk n we rili gt da mc haha

on 5.30pm dats our riadah time...mw n shun hsun snipped out frm our dom 2 join xiao yu dem riadah cz we damn bored sty insid da dom[act the reason is find 'PPL' dat we wanna c muahahahha...]
dat time i just wanna c "BEAR" i duno y i just feel like i like 2 look at him n i rili kant made him out of my mind..since i hve 2 leave here soon i tght 2day wanna ctch a chnce n try 2 mke frn 2 him...bt den..i din do it..I DUN HAVE THE THE CHANCE N I NT DARE 2 DO IT!!!!i was jz putus asa n cntinue keep loking at him like usual
HIAZZ...
i was so.....useless
bt den luckily at least still gt DIL jog wth me awile..
DIL is frm company DELTA wira...he same class n same group wth me ngek ngek
HE was such a nce person n if i gt chnce b his frn i will b vry vry hepi

i realise dat [SINCE I CAME HERE I STARTED GT INTERESTD WTH MALAYS GUY]